good holiday

i ho ho hope that everyone had a wonderful holiday. our was pretty low key. E still has not been feeling the greatest. but it did seem that for a few days that things were better. we had company come over, and she was doing a little better. she was up and around cooking a little bit moving around. i knwo that she is in terrible pain. and i wil never be able to sympathize with it. i just feel like times she needs to get up and move around. it is not easy when you do not feel good that is the only catch 22. in due time i think that things will get better we are still early in the pregnancy and they say that after the 4th month that things are suppose to ease up a little bit and you get to enjoy your living giving experiance.
on xmas ever we had fox, L, klove and my brother all come over. it was a good time .. we hung out ate a ton of food. watched some tv. and just relaxed over all. there was an exchanging of gifts as well. i got E a gift certificate for a prenancy massage. they say that it is suppose to help her with some of the pains that she is feeling. i guess they hit certain pressure points. i really hope that she will get to enjoy it as much as they say that it is suppose to help. she really needs the relaxation and a break from the stress that has built up so far in the past few weeks. it has been very tryin on her and she is a trooper. dealing with the pain, and just tyin to get through it. don;t forget honey. that i am always here for you and will cater to your every need. whatever it may be.
for xmas she got me a guitar. it is awesome. ( i just wish it sounded that way) i am a begginer. so it is going to be a slow progress. i have wanted to learn how to play the guitar for years now. it is a wonderful gift and something that i will treasure forever. as well will she once i get it going, the whole reason thati wanted an acoustic was so that i coudl write more songs. i feel that it helps alot more. she will be excited once i can play and can write songs about her. i have already written a few about her. i haqve played them for her. and so far she has not said that they suck. that is a good sign . no lets see how it goes w/ the guitar :)
as well my parents got us a cool digital picture frame. we will be sure to set it up in the living room asap. we have been lazy after xmas and the place is still a mess. i have been working long hours and E does nto feel very well. but now it is fridat nite. and i have a 3 days weekend i will be sure to get to the cleaning tonite. it is pretty bad.
tomorrow i am suppose to go down to san diego to help my brother move. i am hoping that i can go it all depends on how E is feeling in the AM. i am pretty sure that he has no one to help him. so i will do everything in my power to get down there and help out as much as poss. as for the new year don;t really have nothing big planned. we are gonna keep it a low key nite. especially since E does not feel the greatest. maybe just get a movie stay in and watch the ball drop. i can not beleive that it is DEC 29th the sun is shining and it is fairly warm out. warm enough to go out golfing if i really wanted to. i have been tryin to get down to play w/ my bro but things have been a little crazy around here. as well golf is gettin pretty expensive. i am tryin to cut back on it a little bit.
ok well i should get to cleaning up a little bit and than i think time to mess aorund on the guitar and learn how to play some sweet music.
ttys

homecoming

for those of you that tune in and want to know the update. E finally came home tonite. she seems better than when she went in. that is a good sign. she is still not 100% but hey 25 is better than 50 am i correct? she was ablew to eat a little something as well which is good. we are having some guests over for the holiday season. my good buddy fox and E good freind lyndsey are gonna come over and spend the weekend with us. as well i think my older bro J is gonna come as well as KLOVE the man from japan. it should be a good time. i just hope that E feels better by than i am not sure that she will really be up for guests. she say that she will be but i know that it can take a toll on one. i will try and make it as EZ as poss for her. i will be the host ands try and cook. i really think that she needs her rest. she is actually sleepin right now for the first time in days. she is out on the couch in the living room. i wanted to wake her up so that we could sleep next to each other for the first time in days. but she looks so peaceful out there i just couldn't bring myself to do ne thing but give her a kiss on the forehead and head off for bed myslef. it will be my first time back in a few days. i just hope that i can remeber all of my passwords at work.
the baby is doing well. heartbeat is good and is forming perfectly. i am excited i do nopt care if it is a boy or a girl. in fact it would be kinda cool to be the father of the first female to play in the Yankee pinstripes. :)
1 more thing. since i have been so swept up in the events the last few days i forgot to say CONGRATS. to mike and heather. just celebrated their marriage over the weekend. we were lucky enough to be part of the festivities. i can say that it was my first LUAu in december. i am sorry that it rained on your day after the planning. but they do say that it is good luck to rain on your wedding day. 1 day of rain .. ... many years of happiness., i think it is a fair trade.
don;t worry honey just because it did nto rain on our wedding day does not mean ne thing. i am just tryin to make mike and heather feel better. j/k
well i am off to bed now.
to all a good nite

a scare

well it has been a crazy week. E has not been feeling well at all for about 2 days straight she has been severly ill. anything that she ate or drank she would just let back up. even water. so to say the least she has felt dizzy and lightheaded. so we decided to go to OBGYN and she sd that we need to get to the hospital right away. so we went and they hooked her up to an IV .. and she has been there now for 2 nites. she seems to be getting better but still not 100%. i try my best to take care of her5 on my own. but sometimes things just get out of your league. i have been ther w/ her everyday. my work has been cool . and understanding so i have been gettin the time off. we just sit around watching lost season 2 on DVD. ( sorry mike i could not wait. i went and rented it)
on top of not feeling well w/ the vomiting, she has got a cold now as well. which is why they really want her to stay there overnite. so that they have a nurse there waking her up every for hours to take some medicine. i feel bad for her. just seeing her sick and there is nothing in my power that i can do to help her. she knows that i am there for her a 100% and will b for the rest of our lives.
at first they had no idea what was wrong w/ her they originally thought that she may have a bacteria or something of that nature. however, they have diagnosed her with hyperemesis gravdarum (i think i spelt it right that was all off of memory, not to bad)
which is severe vomiting and nauseau, with the inability to eat or drink ne thing. as well it can cause your blood pressure to drop. hers has been fairly low and they are monitoring that in the hospital.
as far as the baby goes it is healthy as can be with a regular heartbeat (which we heard and was awesome) and it is growing @ the correct speed. he/she is now 4 inches in lenght and has formed arms and legs. it was pretty cool in the ultrasound the other day the baby had its legs crossed just lounging. than it was bouncing around like a jumping bean. who knows maybe it will be the next dance dance revolution champion ( sorry brehan)
alrighty well visiting hours are not until 10. but they have been letting me in @ 8 so i am gonna go jump in the shower and than roll to the hospital. i will keep you all posted and let you knwo what is going on. hope you are having a wonderful holiday season.
PEACE OUT.
That Guy

still all good

so we had our check up yesterday w/ the Dr. we are now @ 12 weeks crazy. time just seems to be passing me buy. things are great w/ the baby .. it is healthy and has a heart beat. we actually got to hear a little bit of it last nite .. she sd that next mnth we will get a better beat and hear it a little clearer. if things were not gettin hectic enough. i have just commited to help out pesh coaching his sons baseball team. I am super stoked about it. we went to our first meeting last nite. They are dedicated. it seems like it is a very well organized league, and should really be fun for the kids. i have not played ball in years. it will e fun to get out there w/ them and hit some balls and just have some fun. ball reminds me of being a kid. sometimes we just wish that we could go back in time to when we were a kid. funny how back than all we wanted was to be a grown up. how silly were we. i have coached 2 little league teams in the past, and helped out w/ my high school team after i graduated. i love the sport and just being around the fresh cut grass.. the nites under the lites.. shoudl make for a great time. of course we are all in it to have fun.. however, we are gonna make sure that we just the kids the best that we can. i would like them to go out there and win. of course you do .that is why you play sports.