added more to the poem about work

make me come in on the weekends.
got no time for family nor friends
got no choice need to make end meet
otherwise i'd be living out in the street
with cold bare feet .. on the hot concrete
you are no god and you are not elite..
where are my profits from E ... complete
oh.. you used them for your vacation
when you gonna come to the realization
there are more important things .. than an integration
employees should be your #1 obligation
but for some reason we're not
be careful we're the only ones you've got
think about that when your out on your yacht
all these people work for you? for what? for squat?
maybe i should go to someone that pays .
i know i will one of these days
when you and i .. we go our seperate ways

i'm back

ok so i knwo i was abrupt in my leaving last time .. but i was pressured for time .. it was early in the morning .. and i was gettin ready to go golfing.. and what do i see .. a damn ant on the keyboard. now this has become an ongoign problem. and we are sick of it .. we are neat people .. and we stil get ants no matter where we go or where we live.. i saw a couple on the keyboard .. than looked @ the wall next to me and saw and line of ants down the wall and into the laundry room. i opened the door.. than boom saw it .. the motherload .. there were ants .. and i'm talkin about by the thousands crazy i grabbed my spray .. and went crazy sprayin everything puttin traps down. it got ugly. there was a large bag of dog food that was sealed tight.. they got in .. and expensive bag of really good dog food .. gone .. wasted .. and for what?
the complex that we live in has not been very co-op w/ us..long story short.. had a flood.. carpet got wet .. complex did nothoing about it .. now bc of thisd we have ants all over where it was wet. we have filed a complaint w/ the complex and are hoping that there is no issue w/ breaking our lease and vacating the premise asap. these are not suitable living arrangements, especially for how much that we pay in rent .. it is absurd .. that they can actually get away w/ what they do .
so we have decided to move out .. if they help us out .. and do not charge that would b great .. but if not .. still worth it to get out f here .. we were looking into buying a condo or townhome .. but our credit .. is not stellar. so we decided to move into a cheaper place. save $$$$ and work on building our credit up. we botrh are really excited for the new place.. it is in a really nice and new area ... the building that we are movning into .. is only 2 years old .. so were are hoping that we are going to stop the ant trend w/ this place. we will talk to the office tommorow .. and find out the deal .. they left us a mess today .. and sd that it is being investigated .. so time will tell .. either way we are moving out on the 28th of this month ..
so back to the other day . when i jumped off .. i ended up going golfing .. and i must say .. that i must have left whathappend here behind .. cuz my game was on.. it was some of the best golf .. that i have ever shot .. i had the lowest round that i have ever shot .. and i must say .. i am doing pretty good .. for a beginner.. i know that i have been golfing for years... my dad use to take me all the time when i was younger .. and every once inawhile .. when i go back .. i get to play a round w/ him as well .. it is always fun .. we actually got to play a round .. while he was out here for my wedding last month.. this saturday .. i was having a great game .. i actually had to go out and get a divot replacer .. because .. i have started hitting the green .. i dropped it on the green 3 holes off the tee the other day . i guess .. i just need to work on my putting a little more .. and i could drop a few more strokes off my game.. i have been practicing putting .. and i think i got it down .. just need to keep working at it .. practice .. really does make you better .. i use to just get up there and wack away at the ball. .actually i still do . but i think that i got my stance down .. and i have been paying better attn to what i do .. and when i mess up .. that is when you can make a difference in your game.. when you know what is wrong.
i guess life is pretty much the same thing .. practice till you get it .. everyone can be born w/ the talent .. but not everyone knows how to harness it .. repeat..... over and over again .... repeat... till you realize what you are doing might not be correct.... repeat... till you can take your practice . . and put it into constructive self criticism... repeat... till it becomes almost second nature... repeat.. till you got it .. than repeat.. so you never lose it.

been awhile

ok so i know that i have not tt in a while. things just get bz or happen. we have been out of a comp for awhile. first our last one crapped out on us because of my IPOD. who would have thought that such a little thing like an ipod could hold more space that an actual computer? well it does and it jacked up the comp.
than we went and bought a brand new computer works great. we hooked it up.. i am sorry my wife hooked it up ( she is the comp literate one) and than a few dyas later we had a leak in our place and had to take out the computer or it would have been ruined.. so things have been crazy ..

but my wife is doing great .. we celebrated our one month anniversary and love each other more than we did the day we said I DO. they say that gettin married changes you. well nothing about me has changed. and the only thing about my wife that will change is her last name .. we already lived together. and it has felt like we already were married. it is like we just made things official.

look i am sorry but i have to cut short today .. got golf in 40 minutes .. an di need to shower quick .
be back later
hope all is well .
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