i'm back

ok so i knwo i was abrupt in my leaving last time .. but i was pressured for time .. it was early in the morning .. and i was gettin ready to go golfing.. and what do i see .. a damn ant on the keyboard. now this has become an ongoign problem. and we are sick of it .. we are neat people .. and we stil get ants no matter where we go or where we live.. i saw a couple on the keyboard .. than looked @ the wall next to me and saw and line of ants down the wall and into the laundry room. i opened the door.. than boom saw it .. the motherload .. there were ants .. and i'm talkin about by the thousands crazy i grabbed my spray .. and went crazy sprayin everything puttin traps down. it got ugly. there was a large bag of dog food that was sealed tight.. they got in .. and expensive bag of really good dog food .. gone .. wasted .. and for what?
the complex that we live in has not been very co-op w/ us..long story short.. had a flood.. carpet got wet .. complex did nothoing about it .. now bc of thisd we have ants all over where it was wet. we have filed a complaint w/ the complex and are hoping that there is no issue w/ breaking our lease and vacating the premise asap. these are not suitable living arrangements, especially for how much that we pay in rent .. it is absurd .. that they can actually get away w/ what they do .
so we have decided to move out .. if they help us out .. and do not charge that would b great .. but if not .. still worth it to get out f here .. we were looking into buying a condo or townhome .. but our credit .. is not stellar. so we decided to move into a cheaper place. save $$$$ and work on building our credit up. we botrh are really excited for the new place.. it is in a really nice and new area ... the building that we are movning into .. is only 2 years old .. so were are hoping that we are going to stop the ant trend w/ this place. we will talk to the office tommorow .. and find out the deal .. they left us a mess today .. and sd that it is being investigated .. so time will tell .. either way we are moving out on the 28th of this month ..
so back to the other day . when i jumped off .. i ended up going golfing .. and i must say .. that i must have left whathappend here behind .. cuz my game was on.. it was some of the best golf .. that i have ever shot .. i had the lowest round that i have ever shot .. and i must say .. i am doing pretty good .. for a beginner.. i know that i have been golfing for years... my dad use to take me all the time when i was younger .. and every once inawhile .. when i go back .. i get to play a round w/ him as well .. it is always fun .. we actually got to play a round .. while he was out here for my wedding last month.. this saturday .. i was having a great game .. i actually had to go out and get a divot replacer .. because .. i have started hitting the green .. i dropped it on the green 3 holes off the tee the other day . i guess .. i just need to work on my putting a little more .. and i could drop a few more strokes off my game.. i have been practicing putting .. and i think i got it down .. just need to keep working at it .. practice .. really does make you better .. i use to just get up there and wack away at the ball. .actually i still do . but i think that i got my stance down .. and i have been paying better attn to what i do .. and when i mess up .. that is when you can make a difference in your game.. when you know what is wrong.
i guess life is pretty much the same thing .. practice till you get it .. everyone can be born w/ the talent .. but not everyone knows how to harness it .. repeat..... over and over again .... repeat... till you realize what you are doing might not be correct.... repeat... till you can take your practice . . and put it into constructive self criticism... repeat... till it becomes almost second nature... repeat.. till you got it .. than repeat.. so you never lose it.