a light at the end of the tunnel

well it has been a little over 2 months that we are pregnant. and E has not been in the best of shapr .. she has been sick .. and not feeling well .. having pains.. i have no idea how they do it ..women need to receive alot more credit than they get. it seems like constant pain and sickness, i could never last i have the smallest pain .. and i am complaining like a sissy. they say that after the first 3 months that it is suppose to get easier. man i hope so i feel so bad for my wife. she always seems upset.. and under the wheather.
well we just heard other great news .. another couple that we are close with that are moving to colorado n a week are having a babay as well.. they just found out that they are pregnant. it would have been great if they were staying here. it would b great for E . to have someone going through the same thing that she is. i try to b there for her .. i do ne thing that she asks .. but i still feel like there is so much more for me to do. it really makes me realize that i need to get my butt back into school and get things done. we are going to have a kid. crazy when you write it down and say it back. once i saw the heartbeat on our first exam i was blown away. i am goign to be a father. something that i have always wanted to be for my entire life. most likely because i have always loved my dad and respected him. he makes it seem so easy. i guess after 4 you get good practice btu he seems to have it in his blood. and since i am in his gene pool it should be in mine as well. like i said i have always wanted to have a family and kids. just never thought that it would happen so soon in life. o well i guess that all things in life happen for a reason at a certain point in our lives.
it is funny when i found out that we were having a child i askd my wife if that meant that i had to grow up? she sd yes, but when you think about it. no you do not .. you just need to be responsible and make sure that your family is taken care of w/ a roof over their heads, and a warm place underneatth that you can call home. i try to tell my wife that as long as we have each other and love each other than nothing else in life really seems to matter. happiness that is the fabric of life. family is #1 abovE ALL.. i am thankful for coming from such a wonderful family. from the start w/ my parents, the love that my siblings and i have for each other. i have tons of cousins and uncles that i know really well, and love. even though we may not be extremly close i know that i can depend on them for support and love .. as well they can from myself. like dad always says family forever!!!!