Saturday, January 27, 2007

Well i hope all of you are doing well. we are not to bad. E has been feeling a little bit better than the past few weeks. don't get it confused she is still feeling a little pain. however, the vomiting has ceased drastically. i am sorry that i have not been on and inform you all of what the deal is. i have just been crazy between work and everything else in my life. life is moving fast but i am enjoying as much as i possibly can.we officialy have our baseball team selected and are ready to begin the season. i have been informed that we are the METS. if you knwo me i am a die hard Yankees fan. i am going to do what i have to do for the good of the team even if that means puttin on a mets jersey( i just hope that no one gets pictures)actually tommorow i have a free clinic that the league is offering. i am going to take advantage of it. it can only help. i grew up playin ball and i really do miss it. i think that gettin out there and practicing w/ the kids and messing around will be an enjoyable experiance. we will be sure to have lots of fun. however, if ne one knows me i am a pretty competitve person and i am not the bigeest fan of losing. we will work with these kids and make sure that their skills are peaked and help them out ne way possible. i just hope that my work will not get in the way of games and practice i plan on being commited to this team 100%. i am sorry that i am going to make this short today. but i am exhausted i worked this morning( yes i know it is saturday) but work has been a drag. we are behind and they think that working us to the bone is actually going to help. oy are they ever wrong. i think that making us work tons of OT just wears us out faster. if only i was in charge

2 U Bebekl!!

2 u my bebek.. i wish you would feel better
thats why i wrote you this little love letter
you know i love you so much
no matter the wheater
do ne thing for you .. if you were cold i'd provide a sweater
wether we were broke or poor
i could not love you no more
than i do right now...cuz you i adore
4 years ago.. when you walked in my door
i had feelings that i had never had before.
ignore them for only so long i could do
cuz all that i wanted was 2 make you my boo.
my lady, my bride now my wife
and just like jimmy stewart
now i have a wonderful life
cuz you by my side.. through pain and strife
is all that a man could ever have ask
so now in your arms and love i just bask
enjoy every moment that we share together
as husband and wife ...since that day in september
when i said that i do .. and you did to
who knew 4 years ago .. our love would be so true
thank you for being the wonderful woman that you are
and going for a guy who is under par
i guess dreams do come true.. when you wish upon a star

so just when you think that things are gettin better. so E seemed to be gettin better she has been good nto feeling as sick. so what happens i decide to go out golfing. as usual. .. however, once i am out there she gets extremly sick again. non stop all day. not able to hold food down and things just seem to be horrible again. do you think that she or someone else is tryin to tell me something maybe i should just say screw it and give up on the golf. whenever i play my wife literally gets sick. NO BUENO.
my game was not to shabby we played @ Mile square park in me old stompin ground of HB. it was a nice course the grass was a little dead. but hey, it is january and i am gettin to play golf i guess i can not complain to much. it was really windy out and i played w/ my buddy DBC for the first time. he has played in the past but just started taking it serioulsy within the last 6 months. it was a decent overal round. however there was a good amount of water on the course so i did lose a balls today. but it is all part of the game.
i did something else a little crazy today i played the lotto. i never really play but i was walking in the store and i just had a feeling that i needed to buy some tickets. i played mine and my wifes wedding date. who knows maybe we will win. i do not have the intention going into it that we will. but ne thing is possible. you can't win unless you play. keep your fingers crossed, maybe we will win( for all f you that read this i will spilt the $$$ with you if we win. so since i think there is only about 4 of you it should be a good amount :) ...)

A NEW Year!

well it is now 2007 crazy huh. what a quick year that was. seems like just yesterday that we were making plans to get marriesd. Now, we are making plans to have a child. Things move really fast like i always say. And i can only imagine how fast that this year will be. we are already 16 weeks pregnant and almost at the half way mark. it has been a very trying time for E. she has been undergoing alot of pains and not feeling herself. however, i do now see some signs of things getting better. she still sleeps alot which is good because she needs her rest. she is thinking about going back to work in the next week or so. i keep telling her to only do it if she feels that she is ready for it. i think that it would be good for her. not that it will be easy but it might helo her get back into a routine and take her mind off of some things. plus of course the $$$ would not hurt either. my job has actually just had a pretty nice opening and i am thinking about applying for the position. one of my best freinds Ant Dawg is thinking about applying as well. either one of would be a great candidate for the job. we have both out in alot of time and effort into that place. there was even some discussion of maybe even filling the position w/ 2 people. that would just be fantastic if him and i both got the job. If not, May the best man win and no hard feelings. it would be a pretty good jump in pay an dwould really help out now w/ the baby on the way and all. i really do wanna go back to school and my job is willing to pay for it. i really think that i should be taking advantage of that as long as i can. i will start looking into classes asap.
what else?
well baseball has officially started. that is the little league team that i am coaching. we had our first wave of try outs. and it was fun. there were alot of kids that have talent and as well alot of kids that i think with the proper guidance can turn their game up a notch. today was the second wave and i was unable to make it. however, mike sd that it was pretty cold down there today so i did not miss much . i am not sure when we have the draft, but i will be sure that i am on it. ( mike just fill me in man and you know that i am there) so mike is the manager and brian and I are the assistant coaches. i think that with all of our baseball knoweledge and time that we will have a successful and fun filled year. more to come on baseball that is all that i know for now.